Since I decided to move from my relationship with Mr V, I felt like breaking apart. I kept it inside and thankfully, there are a lot of
things to catch up at my workplace. So, I immersed myself in my work, stop
thinking about him. I have to keep telling myself this is for a good reason,
not because you hate him but it is for the best for both of us.
I did not confide into my friends as I
learnt my lesson well. If they are free, then only they will come to you or if
they need someone to talk too, then they will call you. Some of them do not
even like to hear this sort of things. They said it is better to let you settle on your own. Once you are happy, they will come back to you.
Alhamdulillah, I have grown stronger. I do not need to share my pain with these friends anymore. My close friend told me that you only
need Allah S.W.T to tell your sorrow. Accept it, Insya Allah the pain will
recede and disappear from your life. To tell the truth, it was really a trying
time for me. I feel so lonely but I have to keep smiling.
Once, I saw someone about his height with
dark complexion. Suddenly, I smiled to myself. I feel softened inside and I
remember him. True enough, if you love someone and never hate him, his presence
will always linger around you no matter where he is or who he is with.
Anyway, the above photo shows my new love.
While underwent the physio to cure my back pain, I neglected my plant. Some of
them died and become the history as Mr V. I bought new flower plants to cheer
me up.
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